brutal Lyrics

I want it to be messy I want shakeups and breakups And fights, tears and lies I want it, really want it, really want it I want the edge of a knife I'm so sick of being careful All I want is to be your little cutie But I never get to be And it's so fun to pretend that nothing's wrong and I'm fine I'm so sick of 17 Where's my fucking teenage dream? If someone tells me one more time "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry